I feel like such a SLACKER! I cant even stick to my own routine!! Oh well, I suppose I have plenty of excuses... if I wanted to use them. I am however STILL sick and wishing away this ridiculous cough! I did get my FASFA all done and submitted and am waiting on the college to get the Fin. Aid schedule for this year so I know if/what I qualify for so I can choose classes and start in the Fall!! I am working thru my Mom's college Math books so I don't bomb my placement test and I am seriously nervous about taking on college and full time "mommy". I still haven't found the "time" to workout like I wanted for this year... I REALLY REALLY want to run... a marathon... Jay thinks I am crazy but I want to do it for ME. I want to know what it feels like to be ABLE to do it. I want to prove to myself that I can do ANYTHING! I will find the motivation, I just need to do it. I need a serious overhaul on my daily routine... with a 3.5 and 1.5 year old that shouldn't be too difficult...and yet I cant seem to figure it out.
I want to stop nursing but I cant figure out a way to do it without it being traumatic to Kami. I am still nursing her in the middle of the night... she still sleeps with me from about 3am on and she nurses quite a bit thru the day... I find it exhausting and I just want a break. I really really just want a break... from it all...
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